Precious Gift

Its not easy for a young lady to find a man that truly loves her. Despise her faults and flaws. Despise the fact that he has yet to grasp her womanly power. Despise the fact that she continues to let him down and not reward him with an opportunity. Despise the fact that she acts childish. Despise the fact that she plays games with his feelings. Despise the fact that she had another. A man that held on, and never let her go. A man that when she looks into his eyes, she sees her soul in his heart. She feels his heart beat her. She feels his eyes wonder with haste yet patience every time he sees her. Its not easy for a young lady to find a man that truly loves her. But this time it came easy enough.

Once in a Lifetime

...

you are worth waiting for..

you are the one that i adore..

this kind of love, i'll only find..

once in a lifetime..

Chance

As humans, sometimes we are all scared of chances. But it not the chance that we are taking that makes us fearful and anxious, its the outcome of the chance. Possibility of failure, and regret cloud our minds and then we play it safe... All my life I have been playing it safe! I need to take a chance.. The riskiest chances are the chances we take when we have no idea what the outcome will be. Thats where faith comes along. Drake said in his verse to Alicia Key's Unthinkable remix that a chance is like a picture, it will be better if you just took.. I agree with that.. At the end of the day, you would never own that great shot if you never to the picture, right? Im going to take this chance, chance with my heart, my life.. And no matter what the outcome: I took a chance!

High

I'm high again! Just like the first time.
His smile, his eyes, his body, his soul
I'm captivated by it in whole!
I'm safe again
Just like back then
I'm high
They say drug addicts always search for that high like the first time
He's my drug that always keeps me high like the very first time
He's cocky too, I love that too
I'm putting so much at risk
Well, tisk tisk tisk
I'm so high, I don't know right from wrong
This sensation is so strong
I hope it lasts long!
Our daughter is on the way
He wants to spoil her, make my day
We have a patio and a boat
This high I feel, can't keep me afloat
Hey there rehab? Leave me alone
My high is here, reach me on the phone
Damn I'm so high

MEANING!

"The absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence."


- This quote means alot to me and makes plenty of sense. I am in a relationship, and for awhile I just knew that my boyfriend had something going with a girl he used to talk to before me. Although I found little things throughout the years that made me sure he had something going on with her, my proof wasn't firm enough, I guess. All along, I came to find out, that what I had suspected was in fact, true! With that in mind, I stand in agreement that : THE ABSENCE OF EVIDENCE IS NOT THE EVIDENCE OF ABSENCE!"

CAPITALISM.. HMMMMMM

<-------- this is a must see, hope your ideas about America change!

... well.......

..."well, that's all I have to say about that (Him).."

Timewaste .. 3-5

One minute you're here..
Next minute you're there..
When will you be near?
How can someone be so close, yet so far away?
When will you be here to stay?
Mr. Why do you do the things you do?
You come home just to act a fool!
Your style is priceless, Your time is timeless..
However, the time your doing is far too timewaste..
Yes I said, timewaste..

WOAH!

I LOVE THIS PICTURE FOR 1,000,000 REASONS.. THEREFORE 1,000,000 BEING TOO MUCH TO NAME I WILL LEAVE YOU WITH JUST THE PICTURE.. THANKYOU!

My FAVORITE girl in my FAVORITE print.. DAMN!

Pink Shoes =D

I WISH I WASN'T 5'6.. MAYBE 5'4 OR 5'3.. I WOULD WEAR HIGH HEELS ALL DAY.. SINCE I AM THE HEIGHT I AM.. I FEEL TOO TALL WHEN I'M WEARING EM.. BUT AT THE END OF THE NIGHT, I KNOW IM JUST BEING FOOLISH NOT 2 DO SO.. CUS IM FINNEEEEEEEEEE.. LOL

I LIVE FOR THIS SHXT.. DAMN SHAME.. 0_o

Sweet November

This picture reminds me alot like myself.. She is wondering, un-sure, in love, yet something is the matter while he is sound asleep. She feels safe, but yet in danger. This is a mystery to me.. She is a mystery, alot like myself..

• I'm a last minute kind of person..

  I learned that here in college..

  I thrive off waiting for the last minute..

  Shit!

  Why do I do that???

  When it comes to anything, reports, papers, work, love..

  Can i be a last minute kinda of girl when I am inpatient..
  Does that make sense.. I procrasinate and fool around to I see the minutes
  left
  of what I am suppossed to have done..

  I have to change that..

  I'm actually doing it right now! As I speak, type,
  whatever!

  I have a project due in an hour, and I waiting till I have a
  half an hour before class to START it!

  With that in mind,

  HOW FAR WILL I GET BEING A LAST MINUTER..

DON'T YOU WISH WE COULD ALL BE LIKE THIS..??

HAPPINESS WAS SOMETHING I THOUGHT WAS EASY TO OBTAIN, HOLD, AND KEEP.. UNTIL I TURNED MY HEAD INTO THE REAL WORLD AND GOT A TASTE OF BITTERNESS.. HAPPINESS IS A JOURNEY, FOR SOME SHORT, FOR OTHERS VERY LONG!

May God Bless Em'

IF I WASN'T SO SCARED OF WILD ANIMALS AND SNAKES..

<---------------- I would love to spend some time here.. Alone maybe for a day or two.. Or on a getaway with someone special.. However I am TERRIFIED of little creatures.. LOL.. I don't neccessarily hate them, but I am scared.. I love frogs, garden snakes, rabbits, all that.. But I were to see it I would shit in my pants.. But Look at this..? Wouldn't YOU want to go there.. with me?

THIS DUDE RITE HERE.. THIS DUDE RITE HERE..

---------> LeBron James..

The main reason why I am absoultely HEAD OVER HEELS for him is because he is still with his high school sweetheart. I honor loyalty in a man.. He can pratically have any woman he desires and for him to be as big as he is and continue to work it out with his girlfriend from high school says alot about who he is. He did not let fame and fortune clutter his view of a real woman.. I HONOR THAT!

2nd of all -----> DO YOU SEE HIM? He is 6'7 250..! WHAT GIRL IN HER RIGHT MIND WOULDN'T WANT THAT??? I AM ABSOULTELY ATTRACTED to TALL men and He Has It All BABY!

NBA'S MVP AND MY MVP.. I LOVE U LJ

DREAMS

I wanna dream, I wanna dream

I think I have no dreams,

I lack determination, Does that make me less of an individual?

Ummmm......................................... I wanna go far! But Im a LAZY ass girl who wants EVERYTHING WHEN I WANT IT!!!

I NEVER THOUGHT I LACKED PATIENCE! BUT........ O how I do! TIme iS oF thE ESSENCE!

Am I orginal? Ummm sometimes I wonder.. I thrive off the ideas of others and try to re-twist it into my own.. BUt i Wonder is that ORIGINALTIY ? HOW CAN I THINK THAT? WTMFF!!!

SO MANY THINGS IN THIS HERE HEAD OF MINE..

BTW: I LOVE SEX! LOL.. =) I DO I DO I DO...!

BUT AT THE END OF THE NIGHT.. IM HONEST WITH MYSELF!!!

BITCH ARE YOU???

HIs Sweet Absence

Although he is gone,
His absence is strong,
We never meet,
But we forever live on,
I know of him very little,
His love for me is none the less brittle,
My care for him is beyond reach,
All I needed from him was to learn as I would teach,
Now he fucked up,
They got him for a while,
Now the dreams of love and a child,
Are sweapt away with the dust beyond his bunk
But one thing WE know that they don't is our love was never junk..